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onward

There’s still trepidation. careful optimism but still unknown. I will be bold But I still fear I need prayer

So needless to say, I’ve been.. adjusting to everything going on. But while I finally have a moment to myself I thought I would center myself with some prayer and meditation before I, you know, speak at a retreat. I’ve been experiencing the process of working through my emotions these past few weeks but theContinue reading “lately..”

courage?

where can I find some

curiosity

This one is really screwing with me. I want this one to just pass me by. So I can laugh about this time and reminisce with confidence about how dumb I used to be. But I’m in it. Right in the middle of it. f

that moment when

doubt creeps in the paralysis is unreal

seeking affirmation is poisonous.

It really is. I’m doing my best to fight my ego here. I know, what I did wrong – I know what I’m doing wrong, I think I just need some space to breath and think but I feel like now I’m on borrowed time. Hebrews 4 is up this week. A reminder, if notContinue reading “seeking affirmation is poisonous.”

Hebrews Reflection 1

this sermon series is already kicking my butt I didn’t even start yet How do I teach about the Supremacy of Jesus Christ to high school students? How do I get them to care? Why am I still here? heh

but God knows.

had a conversation with our church caretaker this morning. I asked about his son; he did his best to smile but I could tell he was having a hard time I reassured him that all high school students are the same: sometimes good, sometimes bad – but that’s normal I told him not to worryContinue reading “but God knows.”

today was fun

let’s never do this again but of course, we’ll never learn our lesson