so I have diabetes it always lingered in the back of my mind but fuck it’s very real now found out back in December right before Christmas and it’s been this lingering dark cloud. I’m just thinking to myself how am I going to live with this? What is this actually shortens my life? soContinue reading “blood sugar”
Category Archives: pause
walking around
walked around with intention today just wanted to spend an hour taking pictures I could still use more practice.
cruel
It was January 2014 I just finished unpacking my bags from an epic west-coast sojourn through the national parks. The food, the conversations, the sights and the drive – being guided by the stars and motivated by the hidden food spots brought a sense of wonder in me that drove me to pursue travel moreContinue reading “cruel”
walking with crutches
There are clear moments that define our proverbial crutch Crutch (as defined my Merriam-Webster)a: a support typically fitting under the armpit for use by the disabled in walkingb: a source or means of support or assistance that is relied on heavily or excessively So here’s the thing.. How is something that’s supposed to be a temporary measureContinue reading “walking with crutches”
blind
walking praying thinking blind
reach
I will sit here and let my mind wander because I can’t fight these moments anymore not always, but these pauses are rough penetrating moments of loneliness evoking despair and consuming my thoughts unreachable
need to breathe
it’s been a minute need a photo and coffee trip
squishy
lacking
What is the value of feeling fulfilled? Is it worth your everything? I’ve been feeling the highs and lows of my emotions in rather sharp turns and nothing has been helping to abate these swings. It’s a bit uncomfortable at times. But that’s my word lately. I feel like I am.. I feel.. lacking It’sContinue reading “lacking”
unassuming and silent
the quiet hour where prayers are being whispered along with the solemn instrumental of music for heaven brings the dichotomy right up to the forefront. silent meditation is the deafening roar of faith there is no middle ground and that’s okay so there it is: posture, preparation, and execution praying to sustain perseverance cheers
