jongdaeyah

calling

I think I’m spiraling I think I’m having a crisis in identity. Maybe even my calling. Frankly, I sit here typing because I need words to express how I feel. I just don’t have it. I don’t have the mental reach. At least not for now. Increasingly and more frequently, I have been growing frustratedContinue reading “calling”

spinning

It feels like I’m yelling into the dark I didn’t even check the time. I’m assuming that it’s night because the darkness won’t end. Dramatic right? But this is the category by which I think and process. Because sometimes, it feels like things just won’t end. And therein lies the core of my issues. IContinue reading “spinning”

interesting

I’m over it. bye bitch

blood sugar

so I have diabetes it always lingered in the back of my mind but fuck it’s very real now found out back in December right before Christmas and it’s been this lingering dark cloud. I’m just thinking to myself – how am I going to live with this? What if this actually shortens my life?Continue reading “blood sugar”

walking around

walked around with intention today just wanted to spend an hour taking pictures I could still use more practice.

torn

..serving two masters why

plain sight

37 years how many more will speak up? I stand with them hoping that more will stand united hoping that no more have been impacted I hate how disgusted I feel about this but I hope they will not stay silent just because your abuse was hidden in plain sight, it doesn’t mean that yourContinue reading “plain sight”

reminder

to my idiot-ass self… don’t give in to the talk it’s just talk so fuck what they think work harder and save your smiles they don’t deserve to see you smile

cruel

It was January 2014 I just finished unpacking my bags from an epic west-coast sojourn through the national parks. The food, the conversations, the sights and the drive – being guided by the stars and motivated by the hidden food spots brought a sense of wonder in me that drove me to pursue travel moreContinue reading “cruel”

forever

We all want forever. We all wish to live, to be, to endure, to thrive, to love and to be happy… …forever The picture attached to this post had to have been the second or third camping trip with my old church in Yonkers. .. at least 20 years old. This picture is a sophomoreContinue reading “forever”