I’m at the mercy of my emotions. Often. It tears away at me to see my soul in pieces so permanently broken. To earn trust is taking on new and deeper connotations that I haven’t had to explore in a while. I wonder why this particular adjustment is so difficult.
I have a propensity to push people away out of anger because I have an underlying but overwhelming desire and need to protect myself.
My anger consumes me.
I’m broken, I’ve fallen
and all the king’s men can’t put me back together again