the day is long

Tuesday was just one of those days where I got a lot done but I still feel like there’s so much to do. It’s so emblematic of the conversations I’ve been having. Conflicting and contradicting advice about what to do with my life.

Don’t you know? I’ll move mountains for you. But it has to be my choice.


Focusing on the immediate, while keep in mind the future.

The short term and the long term

Here and now, tomorrow and after.

So what’s the value of planning when we know that the future can always change?

It’s hour 14 and counting.

I did my full cycle of complaining but I’m right back where I started; I’m right back where I want to be. In front of my work, in front of my paper, and in front of my data.

I want to do this right.

I want it bad.

I want to get this right so badly.

And anyone who’s ever built anything from scratch knows.

Building from the ground up is so damn tough.



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