It really is.
I’m doing my best to fight my ego here.
I know, what I did wrong – I know what I’m doing wrong, I think
I just need some space to breath and think but I feel like now I’m on borrowed time.
Hebrews 4 is up this week.
A reminder, if not a bit more of a command to enter into God’s rest for me
In His rest there is peace but I wonder if I’ll find it in time.
I’m praying for clarity but my head feels so.. idk, if claustrophobic the right word to use in this situation?
I’m fighting this as much as I can – seeking affirmation is so poisonous
but when my pride is shot and I feel helpless
worst of all when I feel so useless
what else is there to do?