conflicted

I have so much on my mind

I have so much on my plate

I came back from a two week break to gd cluster-party

…you know what I’m trying to say here.

So here I am finding myself just writing everything down to simply organize what’s been on my mind and to empty my head.

I love this – and I love my job – and I love where I am; I have to always remember that

I found myself so disgusting lately – I have such a complaining heart and attitude – I find myself rationalizing everything and making myself the victim in front of everyone and I just moved away from a grateful attitude.

Here is where I am most guilty. I stopped taking responsibility for everything around me.

So this is what I want to do now: take ownership of my loaded plate, but seek wisdom and help for how to methodically clear this.

And thus, we find ourselves with only 11 months left to 2019.

cheers

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